I couldn't sleep. My mind keep rewind the words that doctor told me. If they didn't did that surgery I'll not feel this much pain.
If I was healthy I would probably further studies in fashion design either in London or Seoul. That's was my dream. The dream that I once dreamed. Because of that surgery everything I dreamed about has gone. Yes! I feel sad. Truly sad. No! I am terribly sad because of one wrong decision. It turned my life upside down.
But again, I know Allah has better plan for me. To believe and to trust Him. Oh Lord! I am asking you for a patience for me to endure my life and the pain. Aamiin