ZC Photography Captured Moment of Life

I haven't post anything on my blog like ages. Well! I'm back. I want to give some promotion for my photography blog which I captured a moment of life. So you guys can check it out on my photography website and facebook page.

For Malaysian if you interesting with my artwork kindly contact me on whatsapp or call +60173699487 for more detail:

Miserable Mind

Lately, I'm struggling with myself. There is something that I couldn't described. Something that messing my mind and my heart. What is it? I'm confused. I felt like there is something that.... I should let it go but I don't know what it is. I am confused with myself. It is him that I should let it go or is it my unknown feeling that I should let it go? What's exactly that I should let it go? Every day and every time I pray to Allah, I didn't forget to asked Him the Answer of what happen to me right now. I hope He will answer my question sooner because I couldn't handle this feeling anymore.

H.O.P.E

I feel so grateful to Allah SWT who just show me a hope. Although I supposed to update 2 posts about my holiday moments in Kuantan but I push it back to another day. Not in mood to do that but have a lot of thing to tell the story of my holiday moments in Kuantan.

I just arrived home after coming back from my medical check-up this late evening. The result was good than I thought but I need to follow everything the doctor told me. One month without eating fast foods and oily foods. Well! For my own good why not I try and live in healthy life, right? Be slimmer than now and healthier than ever. LOL

The reason why I keep get headache is because I had low blood pressure. Most of all my current disease that I thought won't be cure is actually can be cure. Alhamdulillah! Feel so much grateful to Allah SWT. He give me hope when I feel like giving up. He give me light when my road getting darker. Allah SWT never failed to impress me with His Love. I don't need anyone else but Him. The One and Only. Syukran!

I think this is it. I will update the posts that I promised soon enough. Till the next post :)

A teaser for my promises posts ;)

A Story To Tell Part 18: Pelita Dipasang Tika Ramadhan Menjelang

Seumur hidup aku inilah pertama kali rumah aku pasang pelita. Hahahahaha XD Ibu punyalah cakap hampir setiap tahun nak pasang pelita bila tiba bulan Ramadhan tapi hampeh, antara lupa atau tak ingat atau tak jumpa pelita kat supermarket. Tapi tahun ni banyak perkara diselesaikan awal seperti bayar zakat, bapak bayar awal Ramadhan. Beli pelita pun awal Ramadhan. Tahun ni macam best pula nak sambut Syawal. Tak seperti tahun-tahun sebelum ni, sambut ala kadar. 

Hari ini, punyalah nak juga pasang pelita, ibu dan bapak bercokak. Hahahahaha XD Ibu tak tahu yang minyak gas tu mahal, sebab kat kampung murah je tapi last last bapak belikan juga. Balik rumah, bapak pula yang tak sabar nak pasang pelita tengah hari buta tadi -,-

Raya tahun ni, masih tak pasti raya kat kampung atau raya kat rumah sendiri. Kami ni susah sikit kalau nak merancang sebab selalunya apa yang dirancang tak akan menjadi so lebih baik tak payah merancang. Just go with the flow.

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

A Story To Tell Part 17: B.A.P's Zelo Looks Like My Late Brother, Syukri

Dear Zelo,

The first time I saw your picture, I thought I saw my late brother. I was shocked and can't believe my eyes that I can see my brother in you. The lip is a same with mine, the eyes too and the hair really make me think that it's my brother. I don't know why I feel that way. No one could make me feel this way.

My late brother dies so young, to the point when I can't remember his face. He was 15 day years old that time. That day was first time I met him but that day also the day he die. I didn't know at first, I thought that day is the day I'll bring him home after being hospitalized for 2 weeks. I didn't cry when he died because I can't accept the fact he's gone forever. I denied it. When the nurse and my mother told me to give last hug or kiss, I didn't do it because in my mind he still alive. I can't accept the fact he die. On 3rd October, the night of his 1st birthday, I cried. I cried so hard. I missed the chance to say I love him, I missed the chance to hug him and to kiss him. I regret. That morning, I told my mum and dad to bought a cake for his 1st birthday. They said it's hard to find it because it's Sunday. I told them, I don't care as long they bought me the cake that written "Happy 1st Birthday, Syukri." In the end, they made it.

The first photo that I thought I saw my late brother

The day I saw your face I dig up all your information and I found out you'll be in Malaysia for fan meeting but I was too late. Even when your concert in Malaysia that has passed last July, I couldn't go too but I saw your performance on 8TV Showdown. I smiled proudly as if I watch my brother perform. In my heart, I cried. A cry of joy and sorrow. I remembered one time, I said to myself I want to find a boy who resemble to my brother. A boy who born on October 1998. When I saw your information, I was shocked to find out that you're born on October but not a same year. You were older 2 years than my late brother but the fact that you're born in same month make me think that you're my brother but the truth you're not.

One day, even just one day. I want to meet you and treat you like my brother before I die.

I wish someday I would meet you, Zelo or should I call you Junhong? Whatever it is I wish I could meet you and treat you as my brother even just one day. I want to do the thing I missed to do to my brother. I want to hear you call me "kakak" or noona. Even just one day before I die, I want to meet you. If possible I want you to be my brother but I know it's impossible but at least one day I want to meet you and treat you as my brother.

From My Eyes Part 16: Unfocused Light City of KL

Take a glimpse of KL at the hill of Hulu  Langat.

A Story To Tell Part 16: For One Day I Wish.....

Matterhorn, Switzerland

At least for one day, I wish I could go somewhere, a refreshing place which has a large green field and surround by mountains. I want to breath like I never did before. I want to scream like I never did before. I want to running like crazy and screaming around the places without anyone were there, so that no one feel weird on me or annoy. How much I wanted to be able travel all over the world and experience something I never did in my life. To see and to feel what other people felt.


I'm just an human being that sometimes so stress over same problem that doesn't seem going to over. Struggling with my own life as if I seeing everything around me like crumbling. I'm not trying to run from problem but instead I wanted to get some relaxing moment of myself so that I can be more productive through my daily life afterward.